Lately I've been really lazy artisticly. I was quite demotivated,always compare myself with my friends artists. I feel that the competition is being really sneaky and wild between all of us (it may be just a feeling dought...), I was not sure if I was confortable with that and good enought. I was thinking to maybe just stop to show what I'm doing being always decived to not receive enought good critiques.

Then I realize that if it was bothering me that much it was that I wanted so badly to be considered to be an artist as good as my friends who are (for the major part)suding in art or have been. So I decided o be more attentive to my work and get some serious help. I want to work more on my drawings , learning new techniques and be good enought to sell my art to next year convention!

Right now I'm getting the help of my friend who is just like a sponge when it comes to learning new artistic techniques and she's so positive with me that it makes me feels better.